long time ago.

a long time post.

sorry for it i know that was a huge gap between another post just think i was passing some of my bad days.

well however this post goes to all readers.

those days in my life many changes happened i am wondering that how much fast life changes itself.
well it's just about destiny every one have to face i have many things to write but i know i can't even remember many things.

well the sequence i remember is like

i had broke-up

my result was declared i failed in 4 out of 6 and backlogs 2 were clear out of 6. i know that's disgusting result but no one can know how it feels when you work hard after study sometime and they don't even pass you and the one passes who wrote linking park lyrics in his exam..

part of indian corruption.

and now i am used to it.

my parents was depressed because of my result.

i was like i had a baddest thing happened in my life but time teaches to everyone so that i breath again.

i just spent some good times also but i don't remember any only many bunks and less attendance in college and all...

after that 4th sem started

family don't have enough money to go on.they wasn't even able to buy me books..(when sometime you're rich and when you come down on this stage it feels like you are facing the hell)

bad things were taking control on my mind.

i wasn't able to decide whom to trust and who is the friend of mine.

in this time i used to roam with van everytime bit of fun with my old group.

that was only good time of mine.. now the new group haves some of good persons like

mihir (chindi,BOB) - a good but duff person.

jackie - okay person a bit of un mature he is great friend of chindi.usefull person.

devn - little in hight bad with mind thought a person you may like to friendship with.

chavda - funny person non cultured.he does all the bad works in baroda.

dhaval - nice person good friend of van.i don't know how to describe this person.

mahesh - actually friend of dhaval but now days of ours also a great man with no attitue no complains and no demands.

and all goes oon no enough memory to write the moments..


one good moment is that i went to vasad for a technical event in college over there. suddenly at evening mama (mum's brother) called me and told me to come at office if we want to drink whisky.damn we were crazy with this. we drunk a lot over there because everybody was in stress and then damn tight fun..

well that's all about what i done.

but i just want to write some more i don't know why i feel to write this but i just want to...

as many guessed it's about love..

as my experience it's only thing that can make your laugh and cry also.i was wondering why peoples cry for loves but when someday i saw my face i was one of them.

it's crazy things but that all thing is known by everybody.

this below words for/on my life those person who feels boredom by reading that can hit the X button at right of top.

i never described i have loved many girls.sometime one side love sometime two side but no one dared to ask.sometimes no love just a relationship.and sometime only eye contacts.sometime miss match and that all..

in my 11th grade i came in touch of internet and in starting i started using it for knowledge then for fun.

i remember all day chatting and the impresson in all over chat rooms.a great friends whole day hang out in there.

it was a great moments of my life.

then i don't remember i fell in love.

large distance relationship and even over internet. i was not much mature but just feeling love i accepted.

and then 3 years of relationship.

many times about to be broken many fights many love moments and all things happenes in a internet relationship.


after that i starts liking a girl that looks like my entire GF


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