those smoky sad days...

hey there..

hope all things are alright there.. because nothing right happening in my life now...
i don't know that's right or not...


whatever many things happened but i don't wanna share anything.


there's just a thing smoking in life now.. vyvas and submisions going on so i goto college and i missed vyva of yesterday because i woke up late...
and then time keep passing.. uh

those days i am just converting into a chain smoker.. me van and his common friends goto a bridge (definately i found that place).. and we buy different strong cigarattes and then we smoke and yesterday even we bought beer and we went to mac'd i was veg. but i bought non veg meal.. and on..

after that nishil and sank came at night they planned to eat eggs they aren't allowed to eat eggs from home..

they wanted to experiance it for first time.nishil was the one for first time.

and then we went to eat eggs.. we almost ordered all the things from the menu card.it was fun.they decided to night hold at sank's home but i didn't wanted to let em know my feelings because i don't like someone make fun of my true feelings.

and so i just lied and yesterday it was the night when the "PAALKI" comes home its the time when god marries and after that they roam in whole city.. soo i just was been at home.. completing my BE asignment all the time and watching prison break.. dhaval a FB friend reffered me that.. that is a awesome season...

and then i slept at about 4 am... i and now we aren't going on bridge to smoke.. maybe i call dishang today. and we will definately have fun.

my life is so fucked up and that's why i use to smoke.. however..


i just love someone out of limit..maybe god gonna punish me for that..