smoking days... am i dragging life??

hey..

i don't know those days are going or passing or i am dragging...

the vyvas are finished.and now it's reading vacation.so boring time i wake up late and then i don't have any plan to do..

well however that's just a part of life.

well i have been smoking more and more these days.i didn't one day because candy took promise from me.. i don't know how it worked.. i went to bridge also and then van and dhaval was smoking and i was just watching them.. that was a hardest thing to do for me.

but after that day i smoked double cigarettes hehe

well if you know i have asked candy to marry me.. she it thinking or whatever she's doing i am waiting for it.and i have told her that if she commits me i will leave smoking/decrease it.

yesterday that dld bitch told us to come to college else she won't put marks of vyva exam of ours..

some of went like sank,nishil,sunny,rajan...

i knew that bitch is just showing off.. so i didn't went and it was just a stunt of her..
she took lecture but she didn't took attendance hehe..

i was been to post office yesterday. i had some work over there.i went there after one year.. last time i went there to post candy a letter..

well post office is much technical now.technical boards good seats lots of computers duh but still one thing is same...

the old glue that been made from a tree..

sticky glue and they didn't even had something to glue.. the glue stick was totally messed up.. i had to glue it with my fingers.. after long time i had stamped the stamp tickets.. i watched gandhiji and netaji subhash chandra boz on stamp.. it was feeling quite good. uh.


i have bought the screen guard and surface guard for laptop its waste of money i bought a tatto to stick on surface and it was so costly still i bought it. i failed to stick it and i threw it away...

well this transparent guard is not placed well however it looks like design so i didnt messed up..

with family i am behaving rude much rude...
i want a bike and they dont get me one even they know i really need it..

i don't know whats going in their minds...

today sank called in morning and he told i will have to go with him.. he didnt told the place but i knew it was R.T.O office to get his driving license. i know that is boring process ever and nishil dragged me over there without telling where we were going i wasted my 3 hours with him standing in ground. my full body was sweating..

damn..

and nishil didn't told sank that he went to R.T.O office even he told me to come at his home before we were going...

and that sucked my mind they fought and i was in middle.. they sucked..

they fights and they take me in the middle and i can't do anything..

so i just told sank that i am going on long drive with someone.. he kept telling to cancel it. i really didn't wanted to go..

and then he told that i am going much more into the girls.. i was shocked.

they have kept telling me that i don't have any gf from baroda and i show attitude to girls and all and i don't have daring and i am after that taiwani slut..and i am gay...


because of that i made some friends(the best one in baroda so that they have been jealous)..

and he added that i am not watching friends because i have some girl friends..

i replied you should think why that happened. and he tld i made him alone..

huh he really have to think before speaking a word.. i never told a word when they go to college without me on nishil's bike not even when they keep teasing me with gay..

and never argued even there's not a fault of mine..

duh i don't want that.. nomore..

fuck that lusty egoistic friends...

i've used to band myself a lot..


sank txted me that he canceled plan and i will have to go tomorrow with him..

i am not gonna go with him..why to waste my study and time after that lusty friend.. duh i wont.

andd i forgot to add that he told he will gimme treat of vadapav... damn you asshole do i look like a beggar?

and i am not even a worker of yours so that you can keep ordering on me..


well i have studied DBMS today and it was quite fun with books.though i just finished one chapter only..

i have 6 days left for my examinations...

i will have to solve 3 K.T out of 6 and to pass in all regular subjects... a preety good task..

but i know i will do it..



today i bought a bed seat.. from my money i asked mum that she is giving me money or not.. she told i will have to ask to papa.. i just unleashed my piggy bank and bought one..

everybody at home was just like watching WTH...

that is soft one and i bought that because i really needed one.. papa took one away from my room and i was like sleeping on floor so i bought new one.. from my saved money.

even i bought costly weight grainer from my own money.

well okay now

i am signing off..

a bit hardworking boy

deep :) thank you...