submission day

hey all these days i am sick much and even i am not recovering from break up... i dont know how come i wake up by watching her pic in my phone as wallpaper and i just miss her a lot...

however she had messaged me as i reactivated my FB.. and he describe the things the main thing was that she broke up because we did not have future pllanings.. and she blamed her self also.. however i just replied her with i love you..i was speechless..

well my morning was at nishils home we three were sleeping on double bed... uhh at night sank and nishil fought as fun with me.. i gota snatches on face and on fingure.. it was fun well at night while nishil was talking to his girl friend he told that i am gay and i know he was joking and he explained her that they tell me gay because i do not have a gf... duh that was embarrassing.he would realized but i didnt said a word at time..


sank waited for his mexican gf to come on msn but however she did not came and sank found her biggest crush in relationship with someone... that was sad we just made fun..

and yea at morning we woke up and moved for gym.i forgot my bag at his home.. we exercised and just back at home i was hungry mom dad at vasad and dadi made tiffin for me but i forgot it..
sank and nishil go to college on motor bike of nishil.. i go alone in shuttel.. thats sad howeve i can not blame anyone..

at college sank had to pay the exam fees he told me to help him with some ruppees but due to some reason i cant.. he yelled i didnt knew if he understood the matter with me...

we bunked the lab and went canteen and just finished lunch and then we moved to class and we knew that today is submission of DBMS it was like hell i kept writing for 2 hours continuosly dhara came and seated before me but however i was not intrested one common friend of dhara told me if i puted some chocolates in her bag i told no i am not that kind of idiot... however he was just spying..

in this 2 hour i felt like hell sneezing headache submission and coughing.. what a boy wants bad than this... :P

after that we give up and just decided not to submit the journal today...
we will do it later now..

i came back home on motor bike with akib..i was much tiered i came home called pratik he was about to give me some work to do.. i wanna earn some money this diwali..

and still he did not gave it tome..

and after that i just slept out i was tiered... deepanshi woke me up and it was abnout 8pm i think i was feeling coughing i just had dinner and the medicines after that i just opened my yahoo yogi was on and duh we talked about candy and after that my study he advised me nicely i am motivated to clear my backlogs and cleaar all the current subjects.. he is a nice guy having great mind..

he told i cant mess up with my life because of candy but he should know how i am feeling he advised that girls are like shadows we dont need to follow em just make em follow...that was a nice lines however..

now i just waited candy to type to me but she did not i dont know why i did that but from tomorow i will not do same i am gonna concern on my study.. and i ll work hard whatever it takes. i wanna watch happy face of my parents.

now i am just waathing movie and i ll sleep downstairs because no electricity in my room. i might smoke a single sigaraate because i just want too feel like...

i am moving upstairs and i ll be back watch movie and then will sleep tomorow i have gym...

well have a good time you all... )

i am not publishing that blog saving as draft i dont want anybody read this now...


candy i miss you a lot and i love you a lot..