past two days...

as i updated last these days were of vacation... on yesterday 21.10 we went to college...

i was on night hold at sanks home we decided to write assignments but we started watching movie... hehe

and sank was on cam chat with his new gf :P
that is fun his gf is Spanish and she don't know English hehe sank keep using google translate that is weird...

we slept much late about 3-4am... and woke up at 9.30 the time of college.we rushed and on that day i had fastest bath ever..
though sank and nishil was late... duh they told they will not take much time..:P

and me and sank went college nishil told us he will reach there late..
and when me and sank went to college he was in class room duh..

we have already bunked our lab because we had to complete the journal... some of those who didnt had the lab on that day were sitting in class room.. i watched dhara after much days...and nishil seated behind her i was far away.. nishil and rajan keep teasing with me this.. duh idc

that day in college was one of worst day ever...
i gota result i failed in 5 sub passed only in 1 with min marks...
that is not fair i know why they did to me.. princi told not to pass those all irregular students... and even my teachers didnt got salary so thats i expected.. i didnt passed even i worked hard...

and i kept writing the asignments whole time all friends were having fun but i was writing and on the time of submission i submitted my file and they didnt because they didnt completed and they started yelling that i broken the unity and all...:P

why its fault when i started working hard and they had fun...even... i donnt wanna write much with that.. duh

and at last lecture it was boring lecture ever i had... dlds bit** she sucked like never b4.. i wanted to keep kicking her ass... she was duhh.........

and after long survive of 5 lonnngest hourss ever we moved out of college gate nishil dropped us on half way he had to goto meet his gf i think..

and that fucking thing atlast ended on the road me and sank was dragging our selves not waliking like we just had break up and we had lost of billions of ruppes...for remove stress we ate pani puri that didnt worked as i reached home i fell down and i was like unconscious state of mind i was sleeping on the floor like a dog...

when i woke up i felt some hands moving on my legs and that was of dadis hands.i yelled at her that what she is doin.. she told she started massaging my legs because i was shouting that my legs hurting in sleep... duh idk why she was massaging even i never did same to her even she is of 65... duh i decided to do this from now on... :)

and aftter that i went upstairs and talked a bit with candy...suddenly unbearable pain started in head..:P
i went downstairs to get some tea... and as i touched the bed i felt asleep... i even forgot that candy is waiting..:P
huh you can imagine the stress..

and when i woke up soft hands were moving on my hairs.. that was mum and i felt same feeling when i was child and she used to do that every night to make me sleep... that was the one of best feeling of the world you should have...
my head was in her lap and her hands was moving in hairs.. on that time i felt i am free from all of responsiblity and i am in heaven one who cares a lot for me was with me.. how i dare to get afraid

:P

i though a lot and i decided i will not tell result to my parents i will work hard and i will pass in remedial and thats just a good decision i think..

and then i came upstairs.. candy told she wanna learn tu jaane na.. i was surprised but as i think thats just she wanna sing alone.. i accepted this and told i ll teach her at night (i was goin with sank just to roam around)...

me and sank moved out for a walk we were just walking and awesome feeling that was... all shops were closed no much vehicles out side and peace was over mind... we fogot all stress that was a good thing...

even i started thinking to sucide or goo far away from this idk why that f**** things come in mind...:P but some things makes me not to do this...

and after that umm we came back that was much late we didnt had idea with time we ate sandwich outside and soda..

after that i just moved to his home and he started talking with his gf and...

well yea now candy wanted to learn tu jaane na.. i tried but she was not singing.. i thought she will sing with me.. she refused duhh... that was not worth...:P

and after that all i watched movie and slept late...

at morning i heard alarms and i just stoped it and went back to bed..:P

we woke up at 9 am agian and i moved to home.. i started geting ready but when i was doin with my hairs i noticed i gota headache and eyes were popped out and went all red... duh i decided to bunk college and have rest at home ...

after mum watched that she yelled on me and told i will have to go to doctor today idk she will surely drag me there.. its yucky place i hate the smell of it and i hate goin to doctor... :P

now i am trying to rest candy dont wanna talk with me now because she hates much smokers i told her many times i left smoking but she is not belivin i think she is busy with other stuff.. and i dnt wanna spy...:P

i remember that lines ...

jindagi ni ek sachi rit
"shanka karine barbad thava karta viswas rakhine lutai jau vdhare saru"

duh well now idk what i ll do now... maybe playing game...

however goodbye all have a great time...